okay..I know it very stupid to ask... but what if I attend japanese college for engish.. am I able get a degree for that? I so desperate I not going to American college where I getting beated up, and being called stupid and ugly cause I not like anybody else..I barey talked to anyone, (that why I have speech problem because I rare talk. I already go through this mess in my life at school..You had no idea what I go through.. That the whole reason why I want go to Japan.